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CONTENT: 1979 rog (part 1)
|| CTPAHHAR fATA/\bHOCTb ||
K POCKOWU ||
3A CTEK/\OM ||
MEHR 3A6bITb ||
MbIC/\U CKA4YT ||
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TEKYT MrHOBEHUR ||
4ACAM U DHRM ||
BETO4KA ||
OT nYCTO3BOHCTBA ||
nOPOKAMU 3AKATA ||
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no>kap 3APU ||
KAK BbIHECTb TAKOE ||
OCEHHUE DEPEBbR ||
TA UCTUHA ||
6bITb nO~ETOM ||
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CBOR nPU4UHA ||
B 4YBCTBAX ||
PAHEHHAR nTUU,A ||
PA3HbIE BO3PACTbI ||
nUCbMO ||
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4YDHOi0 nopou' ||
CPABHEHbE ||
6/\U>kE ||
DEHb YXODUT ||
i0HOCTb TEPRET ||
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KAK >kA/\b ||
no WYMHbIM nPOCnEKTAM ||
rge TbI? ||
>KUBU U HAC/\A>kDAU'CR ||
HET CBET/\OrO ||
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B CEPDU,E PAHA ||
MECRU, ||
nPEKPACHA >kU3Hb ||
O C4ACTbE ||
PA3/\YKU ||
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R XOTE/\ nO3HATb ||
ECEHUHY ||
EBTYWEHKO ||
6EPHCY ||
CYDb6A ||
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TOCKA ||
MrHOBEHbR ||
TAK 6bIBAET ||
PEA/\bHOCTb ||
BE4HOCTb ||
HE CMOr ||
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CnEWUT 3EM/\R ||
nO BECEHHEU' TPABE ||
6EWEHCTBO u 3/\O6A ||
HADO6HOCTb B OTBETE ||
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R B >ku3HeHHou' o6bI4Hou' npo3e ,
(KakaR cTpaHHaR faTa/\bHocTb !)
npegno4uTa/\ npekpacHou' rpe"3e
Ypog/\uByi0 , Ho pea/\bHocTb ,
U ~eTuM 3ano3ga/\bIM ropeM ,
npoTuBope4ueM 6e3Bo/\bHbIx ,
R ynuBa/\cR c/\oBHo MopeM ,
Co/\e"HbIM MopeM HegoBo/\bHbIx.
4acTeHbko Bce" ce6e npow,aR ,
R no/\b3oBa/\cR 6e3paccygHo ,
Ha c/\y4au' ro/\oBou' kuBaR ,
BceM , 4To cygb6a MHe npuHocu/\a
U kak nupaT - TaM B/\acTb , rge cu/\a -
He ynycka/\ /\i06oe cygHo.
C4uTa/\ , 4To B ToM Moe" cnaceHbe ,
4To6 ka>kgbIu' waHc cpbIBaTb , faTa/\bHocTb !
npegno4uTaR guBHou' rpe"3e
Ypog/\uByi0 , Ho pea/\bHocTb ...
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K 4eMy , cka>kuTe, k pockowu cTpeMuTbcR?
U3 ko>ku /\e3Tb - gocTaTb u Hac/\aguTbcR...
Begb ~eTo To/\bko g/\R ce6R , g/\R 6/\a>ku ,
A Hago g/\R gpyrux , Bce/\eHHou' ga>ke ...
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Kak go MeHR , Tak u noc/\e MeHR ,
Mup 6ygeT Be4Ho co6bITbRMu no/\oH ,
6ygeT kuneTb ro/\y6aR 3eM/\R ,
6ygeT 6yp/\uTb 4e/\oBe4ecTBa Mope...
>ku3Hb - ~eTo npocTo npupogbI 6opb6a.
CTporue paMku ee" ~eBo/\i0u,uu'
MbI Ha3bIBaeM 6eccu/\bHo "Cygb6a" ,
A u3MeHeHbR - n/\ogoM peBo/\i0u,uu'...
Ho kak 3BeHo 6eckoHe4Hou' u,enu ,
MbI eu' Hy>kHbI To/\bko Mur , g/\R TBopeHbR ,
Begb g/\R Toro MbI Ha cBeT u npuw/\u ,
4To6bI npogo/\>kuTb npupogbI gBu>keHbe ...
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Kak 3a cTek/\oM , nokpbITbIM MyTHou' Mr/\oi0 ,
BugHei0TcR HeRcHbIe 4epTbI ,
Tak npow/\oe BcTpe4aeTcR co MHoi0 ,
Ywegwue Tak BugRTcR MHe gHu ...
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CTouT /\u gyMaTb o ToM , 4To 6bITb Mo>keT
BpeMR TuxoHe4ko >ku3Hb Moi0 r/\o>keT ,
4acuk Myco/\uT c/\i0HRBoi0 r/\oTkou' ...
CTapeu, XapoH no6e>ka/\ y>k 3a /\ogkou' ...
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R caM ce6R nepepoc.
r/\R>ky Ha cBou ceguHbI ,
r/\R>ky Ha ce6R , kak Ha xo/\cT ,
CTapou' , HauBHou' , kapTuHbI.
>ke/\aHbeM Heco3gaHHbIx ge/\ ,
DBu>keHbeM k Me4Te u k cBeTy ,
R Becb u3HyTpu crope/\ ,
U nbI/\ i0HbIx /\eT kaHy/\ B /\eTy ...
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TbI Mo>kewb MeHR 3a6bITb...
Mou' o6pa3 o6bIKHoBeHHbIu'
3acTaBuT /\u kpoBb 6yp/\uTb ,
Bu6pupoBaTb B He>kHbIx BeHax?
Da , /\y4we MeHR 3a6ygb.
He Hago Ho4eu' 6eccoHHbIx
U B3goxoB , w,eMRw,ux rpygb ,
U c/\e"3 oT Tocku co/\e"HbIx.
Te6R He gocTouH R.
O6bI4eH. Takux Mu/\/\uoHbI.
A TbI - ~eTo BcR 3eM/\R ,
U He6o , u 3Be"3g kopoHbI...
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MbIc/\u cka4yT , MbIc/\u pByTcR ...
3a ce6R nepecko4uTb ...
Ha npupogy xBaTuT gyTbcR ,
XBaTuT epyHgy cTpo4uTb.
4yBcTBa rpe6HeM /\u>kyT He6o ,
6bi0TcR o Te/\ecHbIu' kpau'...
Kak 6bI To/\bko ropek He 6bI/\
nyTb 3eMHou' - oH Bce">ke pau'.
U 4acbI 3eMHbIx cTpagaHuu'
/\y4we Be4HocTu Bo TbMe ...
MbIc/\u cka4yT , MbIc/\u n/\RwyT ,
B 6eckoHe4Hou' kyTepbMe...
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nopoi0 c4acTbe 6/\u3ko , a rope ga/\eko.
Torga coMHeHbRM B MbIc/\Rx npurpeTbcR He/\erko.
Korga >ke rope pRgoM , a c4acTbe /\uwb B Me4Tax ,
CoMHeHbR /\i0TcR rpagoM u gywaT c/\oBHo cTpax ...
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TekyT MrHoBeHuR kyga-To
U BMecTe c HuMu MbI cnewuM ,
no >ku3Hu cyTo/\kou' o6bRTou' ,
He 6bITb HaM Be4Ho Mo/\ogbIM.
Bce" u3ou'ge"T 3a rogbI 6o/\u ,
PacTaeT MbIc/\b , uccRkHeT gyx...
Bce" 6eckoHe4Ho , 6ecno/\e3Ho ,
HeT cu/\ 6opoTbcR c TeM kTo r/\yx...
U noToMy noTok Hece"TcR
Me>k ge/\ , co6bITuu'... Tak nopou'
O6 /\e"g 6eccu/\bHo pbI6ka 6'be"TcR ,
n/\eHe"HHaR c/\enou' cygb6ou'...
TekyT MrHoBeHuR kyga-To
U BMecTe c HuMu MbI cnewuM ,
no >ku3Hu cyTo/\kou' o6bRTou' ,
He 6bITb HaM Be4Ho Mo/\ogbIM...
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noTepRH c4e"T 4acaM u gHRM ,
Pa3Be"p3/\acb nponacTb nogo MHou'...
B/\i06/\e"HHocTb He 4y>kga u HaM ,
Begb kak-Hukak R cbIH 3eMHou'.
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U 3a ka>kgou' cTpokoi0 B TeTpagu ,
3a ne4aTHbIM , 6yMa>kHbIM /\ucToM ,
3a Ho4Hou' TuwuHou' /\eHuHrpaga ,
O6pa3 TBou' MHe ropuT MaRkoM.
6e3 Te6R MHe He cge/\aTb Hu wary ,
MbIc/\u To/\bko To6oi0 no/\HbI.
BoT 4yTb-4yTb u , HecR MHe Harpagy ,
PacnaxHyTcR BopoTa BecHbI ...
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BeTo4ka 6epe"3bI , /\enecTkaMu cTpou'HbIMu ,
3anaxoM gywucTbIM , HaneBa/\a MHe
O BecHe , o co/\HbIwke , o Me4Te Hec6bITo4Hou' ,
Pa3yM ogypMaHu/\a , c/\oBHo B c/\agkoM cHe.
BeTo4Ka wenTa/\a MHe , Ha BeTpy ka4aRcR ,
- >kge"T Te6R /\i06uMaR , goporaR >kge"T ,
nycTb cHera xo/\ogHbIe , Hago /\u ne4a/\uTbcR ,
Begb /\i06oBb Bcecu/\bHaR u k Te6e npuge"T.
To/\bko Hago >kgaTb ee" , BepuTb B HeBo3Mo>kHoe ,
Ka>kgoe MrHoBeHue Ha pykax HocuTb ,
Cgep>kuBaTb >ke/\aHue , 3/\o HeocTopo>kHoe.
Ko/\b /\i06oBb noRBuTbcR - 6ygeT Be4Ho >kuTb.
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Korga R ycTai0 oT nycTo3BoHcTBa ,
noTokoB fa/\bwu , 6e3ygep>kHou' /\>ku ,
R yga/\Ri0cb B 6eckoHe4HbIe npocTpaHcTBa ,
Dpyrux Bce/\eHHbIx ow,yw,ai0 puTM.
Korga cTaHoBuTcR go 6o/\u HenpuRTeH
MHe 4eu'To ro/\oc , BHewHocTb u/\u B3r/\Rg ,
R yxo>ky HaBe4Ho , 6e3 or/\Rgku ,
U c4acT/\uB cTaHoB/\i0cb Ha HoBbIu' /\ag.
Korga cygb6a cMee"TcR , u3geBaRcb ,
U TR>kecTb ropR gaBuT , >k>ke"T orHe"M ,
R To/\bko >kgy , oT cTpaxa 3a6bIBaRcb ,
/\e4y cBou HeB3rogbI c/\agkuM cHoM.
Korga MHe HagoecT , oT agckou' 6o/\u ,
HocuTb cBoe" "HeMow,Hoe" 4e/\o ,
R yga/\i0cb B 6eckpau'Hue npocTopbI
U cTaHy BMur 4acTu4koi0 Bcero...
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He cMeu'Tecb Hag nopokaMu 3akaTa ,
CeguHbI BceM gocTaHyTcR B cBou' cpok.
BocnoMuHaHuu' n/\aMeHeM o6bRTa ,
Yu'ge"T cygb6a 3a a/\bIu' ropu3oHT...
He cMeu'Tecb Hag cTpagaHbRMu 4y>kuMu ,
KTo 3HaeT ~eTy >ku3Hb , ee" ucxog?
npeg Hei0 MbI , yBbI , /\erko paHuMbI
U Mo>keT 3aBTpa HoBbIu' noBopoT...
He cMeu'Tecb u Hag r/\ynocTbi0 /\i0gckoi0 ,
MbI Bce r/\ynbI npeg MupoM 6e3 koHu,a...
U , B Be4HocTu Bce/\eHcKoro nokoR ,
Hau'ge"TcR npocToTa Ha Mygpeu,a ...
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R /\i06/\i0 no>kap 3apu ,
n/\eck Bo/\HbI Mopeu' ,
Ho Te6R , Mou' i0HbIu' gpyr ,
R /\i06/\i0 cu/\bHeu'.
R /\i06/\i0 He6ec pa3Max ,
3Be"3gHbIu' BeTep Beu'!
Ho TBoux pecHu4ek B3Max
R /\i06/\i0 cu/\Heu'.
R /\i06/\i0 pogHbIx r/\a3a ,
Bcex cBoux gpy3eu ',
Ho Te6R , MoR 3Be3ga
R /\i06/\i0 cu/\bHeu'.
R /\i06/\i0 u >ka>kgy >kuTb ,
CoTHu TbIcR4 gHeu',
U cMory Te6R /\i06uTb
C ka>kgbIM gHe"M cu/\bHeu' !
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O , 6o>ke Be/\ukuu' , kak BbIHecTb Takoe?
noka ew,e" pa3yM Mou' >kuB ,
TbI gau' noBugaTbcR xoTb Ma/\ocTb c Me4Toi0 ,
Yc/\bIwaTb /\i06uMbIu' MoTuB.
O6HRTb cBoi0 pagocTb , ropR4uM nopbIBoM ,
U /\ackou' ocbInaTb , /\i06R ,
He gau' TbI eu' 6or o6o/\bcTuTcR gpyruMu ,
U/\b cge/\au' 4To6 ~eTo 6bI/\ R.
O , 6o>ke Be/\ukuu' , /\aBuHa MrHoBeHuu'
YxoguT 3a >ku3Hu nopor.
MbI T/\eHHbI , TbI Be4eH - Hecou3MepuMbI ,
Tak gau' >ke BkycuTb /\uwb r/\oTok...
O , 6o>ke Be/\ukuu' , kak BbIHecTb Takoe?
OTkyga B3RTb cu/\bI B 6opb6e?
3a >ku3Hb , 3a no6egy Hag 3/\oi0 cygb6oi0 ,
3a c4acTbe cBoe" Ha 3eM/\e...
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He Tporau'Te oceHHue gepeBbR -
C Hux /\e"rkuu' BeTepok cgyBaeT /\ucT ,
U o6Ha>ke"HHbIe cToRT oHu B cMyw,eHbu ,
6ecnoMow,Ho BHuMaR BeTpa cBucT...
OT Hux HaM ocTae"TcR HacTpoeHbe ,
Ywegwux , yxogRw,ux B Mpak MuHyT.
He Tporau'Te oceHHue gepeBbR
U /\ucTbR Ha 3eMb no3>ke c Hux nagyT.
U MbI nou'ge"M no 3o/\oTbIM gopo>kkaM ,
Wypwa HoraMu Be4HbIu' , Me"pTBbIu' /\ucT ,
nonpo6yeM He/\oBko , ocTopo>kHo ,
nou'MaTb ew,e" /\eTRw,ue , k HaM , BHu3...
Tak 4e/\oBek B cBoeu' cygb6e kopoTkou'
He go/\>keH ToponuTb Me4TbI no/\e"T ,
/\oBR MuHyTbI /\ackoBou' noxogkou' ,
MrHoBeHbR c4acTbR noMHR Hanepe"g...
He Tporau'Te oceHHue gepeBbR -
C Hux /\e"rkuu' BeTepok cgyBaeT /\ucT
U o6Ha>ke"HHbIe cToRT oHu B cMyw,eHbu ,
6ecnoMow,Ho BHuMaR BeTpa cBucT...
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"4ucTaR gywa B cBoe"M uckaHbu cMyTHoM
Co3HaHbeM ucTuHbI no/\Ha."
Ho B 4e"M Ta ucTuHa , koTopou' coTHu /\eT ,
3eM/\RHe nok/\oHRi0TcR HauBHo ,
B 4e"M cyTb Bew,eu' , co6bITuu' , ge/\ u 6eg -
OgHo npuRTHo HaM , gpyroe >ke npoTuBHo.
KTo Mo>keT nopy4uTbcR MHe ,
4To pa3ge/\eHbe cge/\aHo no npaBy -
U/\b npo6e>kuT cTo/\eTbe Ha/\erke
U c pagocTbi0 MbI 6ygeM nuTb oTpaBy ,
BkywaTb 3anpeTHoe u roBopuTb He Tak
( YcTa ceu'4ac He BbIMo/\BRT Takoe )
U yMHbIM cTaHeT HbIHewHuu' gypak ,
A gypakoM Bce Ha3oByT repoR?
nepeou,eHka u,eHHocTeu'
HaM cBou'cTBeHHa oT 6ora ,
nocko/\bky HoBaR
Bnepe"g Bege"T gopora.
He MHorue , paccygkoM Bga/\b r/\RgR ,
CMor/\u y3peTb To o6w,ee B pa3BuTbu ,
4To He cMbIBaeT BpeMeHu Boga
U ucTuHou' 3oBe"TcR no HauTbi0 ...
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4To 3a pagocTb - 6bITb no~eToM
U gywu Bo/\we6HbIu' 3BoH ,
u3/\araTb npocTbIM kyn/\eToM ,
3Be"3gHou' My3bIkou' BpeMe"H...
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R He xo4y 6bITb nog/\eu,oM ,
Ho npuxoguTbcR ogHako ,
3a npuBeT/\uBbIM /\uu,oM
npRTaTb BHyTpeHHi0i0 gpaky ...
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BceMy cBoR npu4uHa ecTb.
Hec4acTuu' ropecTHbIu' noTok -
Cygb6bI oT'bRB/\eHHaR MecTb
3a Hego3Bo/\eHHbIu' r/\oTok.
U pagocTu oroHb B rpygu ,
nbI/\aeT c4acTbeM on'bRHRR -
3a rogbI TpygHocTeu', 6opb6bI ,
3a 6eckopbIcTHocTb Hac /\ackaR.
BceMy npuxoguT cBou' 4epe"g.
He Toponucb - u Bce" Bo3Mo>kHo ,
Begb ga>ke kan/\R TBepgb npo6'be"T ,
6epRcb 3a ge/\o ocTopo>kHo.
CopBaB >ke B ToponRx , cnewa ,
Hecne/\bIu' n/\og , nopbIB co6bITuu' ,
PuckyeM noTepRTb ce6R ,
PackpbIB y3op 3e/\e"HbIx HuTeu'...
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He cTouT konowuTbcR B 4yBcTBax ,
UckaTb nopRgok u pe3oH.
>kuBu , He fu/\ocoBcTByu' /\uwHe -
BHe Haweu' B/\acTu cyge6 3BoH.
4To 6ygeT - 6ygeT. EcTb 4To ecTb.
U He uw,u cBepxTau'HbI 3gecb.
Begb B >ku3Hu HeT geTepMuHu3Ma ,
A u,enb c/\y4au'HocTeu' - kanpu3Ha...
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Kak paHeHHaR nTuu,a MoR gywa ceu'4ac ,
K Te6e oHa cTpeMuTcR u nagaeT kpy>kacb...
n/\eHe"HHaR To6oi0 B kopoTkuu' go6pbIu' Mur ,
/\i06oBbi0 He3eMHoi0 gywa Bo MHe ropuT.
Kak paHeHHaR nTuu,a , kpu4uT , /\eTR k 3eM/\e ,
He xo4eT nokopuTbcR pa3/\y4Huu,e cygb6e...
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no pa3HoMy pa3HbIe Bo3pacTbI /\i06RT.
OgHu nor/\ow,ai0T , gpyrue ro/\y6RT ,
4eTBe"pTbIe 6er yckopRi0T n/\aHeTbI ,
Korga >kapoM cepgu,a ux MbIc/\u corpeTbI ,
A TpeTbu , k koTopbIM u R oTHowycb ,
CTpagai0T , 3aMkHyBwucb B cBoe"M HacTpoeHbu ,
Cocyg Heu3BecTHocTu nbi0T u Bo Bce"M
Ha >ku3Hb HageBai0T "oco6oe MHeHbe "...
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nucbMo. Xo/\ogHaR 6yMa>kka.
noToK ogHocTopoHHux 4yBcTB.
U , Mo/\4a/\uBo , c/\oBHo nTawka ,
C/\eTaeT Ha nepo u3 ycT
r/\y6okoMbIc/\eHHaR fpa3a ,
Dywu w,eMRw,eu' gywHbIu' cToH...
nucbMo. Xo/\ogHoe kak MpaMop.
KopoTKoe , kak Megu 3BoH...
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O6>ke4bcR Mo>kHo xo/\ogHbIM B3r/\RgoM ,
Hego6pbIM c/\oBoM u MbIc/\u RgoM ,
Korga >ka>kgewb c4acTbR , /\i06Bu , y/\bI6ku -
C>kaTbIe ry6bI cTpawHbI u 3bI6ku ...
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BoT 6e3paccygcTBo u Bepa
KaHy/\u B npow/\bIe gHu.
4To >ke ocTa/\ocb - xuMepbI?
BuguMo , To/\bko oHu ...
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BHoBb , c/\oBHo 4ygHoi0 nopou' ,
Da/\e"kuM ~exoM paR ,
TbI noka4Hy/\a ro/\oBou' ,
Moeu' cygb6ou' urpaR.
U 3Be"3gbI He6a BHu3 r/\RgRT...
Kak TRHyTcR MrHoBeHbR...
B Ten/\e , B yi0Te , Mu/\bIu' B3r/\Rg
U peBHocTu coMHeHbR...
To cepgu,e BRHeT kak u,BeTok ,
O6/\oMaHHbIu' TocKoi0 ,
To Tuxou' pagocTbi0 noe"T ,
n/\eHe"HHoe Me4Toi0...
Ha ru6kuu' cTaH /\er/\a pyka ,
U npRgb Bo/\oc B3MeTHy/\acb...
R nbRH , xoTR He nu/\ BuHa -
To TbI MeHR kocHy/\acb.
DbIxaHbe pRgoM we/\ecTuT ,
Hec/\bIwHo cepgu,e 6be"TcR ,
U 6oR3Ho r/\a3a oTkpbITb -
Bgpyr c4acTbe o6opBe"TcR ...
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CpaBHeHbe - BoT cTuxa ocHoBa ,
Kak akcuoMa g/\R Hayk ,
OHo go/\>kHo 6bITb Rpko , HoBo ,
Kak kpoBb , kak 6o/\b npegcMepTHbIx Myk...
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YkaTuTb B 4y>kue cTpaHbI
U/\u >kuTb B r/\ywu /\ecHou' -
To/\bko BMecTe , To/\bko pRgoM ,
To/\bko 6bITb Bcerga c To6ou'.
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6e3Hage">kHo Bce" B Mupe ~eToM.
BHoBb npuxoguT Ho4b 3a paccBeToM.
Bo Bce/\eHHou' 3Be"3g - 6eckoHe4HocTb ,
To/\bko Mpak cpegb Hux 6ygeT Be4HocTb ...
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6/\u>ke , 6/\u>ke , 6/\u>ke ,
CTpawHoe BpeMR 3uMbI ,
Xo/\oga , B'bi0ru u TbMbI ,
ro/\oga , pegkux BcTpe4.
Hago Ten/\o c6epe4b ,
>ku3Hu , >ku3Hu , >ku3Hu...
Hu>ke , Hu>ke , Hu>ke ,
Kpy>kuT onaBwuu' /\ucT ,
Me"pTBbIu' , cyxou' , kocTucT.
4e"peH u ro/\ kak 6ec ,
He6o npoH3aeT /\ec ,
BbIwe , BbIwe , BbIwe...
CToHeT , CToHeT , CToHeT ,
BeTep noe"T B cTenu
>kyTkue necHu 3uMbI ,
CBuw,eT Bce" 3/\eu' u 3/\eu'.
4To-To He BugHo orHeu'
DoMa , goMa , goMa...
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Ko/\b geHb yxoguT ropecTbi0 o6'bRT -
ne4a/\uTcR , ka3HuTcR HeT npu4uHbI.
4To /\y4we uc4e3ai0w,eu' kpy4uHbI
U c4acTbR npu6/\u>kai0w,uxcR BpaT?
Ko/\b geHb yxoguT no/\HbIu' Ba>kHbIx ge/\ ,
CBepwuBwuxcR u c6bIBwuxcR Me4TaHuu' ,
Torga oT rpycTu , 6o/\u u cTpagaHuu'
Cepge4ko cToHeT , 6/\egHoe kak Me/\...
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4To i0HocTb TepReT ,
To cTapocTb HaxoguT ,
Kak Huw,uu' ro/\ogHbIu' 6pogRra.
4To cTapocTb TepReT ,
To npocTo yxoguT ,
>ke/\TeeT , rHue"T kak 6yMara ...
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Kak >ka/\b , 4To TbI o6bI4Ha ,
TakaR kak Bcerga ,
6ecegyewb npuBbI4Ho -
Cnokou'Ha u Bo/\bHa.
A R xoTe/\ 6bI , 4To6bI ,
Hag cnRw,ei0 gywou' ,
B3ow/\a /\i06Bu ucToMa ,
Kak co/\Hu,a /\y4 3/\aTou' ,
Bce" no>kupaR cTpacTbi0 ,
CBepxHoBoi0 3Be3gou' ...
Kak >ka/\b - gopory k c4acTbi0
He 3HaeT pa3yM Mou' ,
/\uwb Me4eTcR u ToHeT ,
Pa3gopaMu roHuM ,
U cToHeT , cToHeT , cToHeT ,
Yu'gR B coMHeHuu' gbIM ...
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no wyMHbIM npocnekTaM u y/\uu,aM g/\uHHbIM ,
Bgo/\b , co/\He4HbIM cBeToM 3a/\uTbIx , BuTpuH ,
nog xop npoe3>kai0w,ux aBToMo6u/\eu' ,
6eccu,e/\bHo 6po>ky , coBepweHHo oguH.
Hu4To Moe" cepgu,e He pagyeT 6o/\e ,
Hu4To Moi0 MbIc/\b He 3oBe"T 3a co6ou' ,
Hu4To He noTywuT coMHeHbR u 6o/\u ...
4To ge/\aTb?
/\i06oBb TbI >kecToka , >kecToka co MHou'...
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U B MyTHou' neHe , noToka cyge6 ,
Kpy>kaT Hec6bITo4HocTb u pok ,
Bce" HecBepwuBweecR 6ygeT
CoBepweHo . Dau' To/\bko cpok ,
gau' To/\bko cpok ...
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rge TbI? rge TbI? rge TbI? rge TbI?
R Te6R 3oBy.
~Exo , ~exo , ~exo , ~exo
Wen4eT ckBo3b /\ucTBy:
Da/\eko TBoR 3apHuu,a ,
>ku3Hu TBoeu' cBeT ,
C4acTbe Bo/\bHo , c/\oBHo nTuu,a ,
C4acTbR kpaTok Bek...
rge TbI? rge TbI? rge TbI? rge TbI?
R Te6R 3oBy.
6e3 Te6R nokoR HeT MHe ,
6e3 Te6R yMpy ...
To/\bko BpeMR MHe cnokou'Ho
roBopuT B oTBeT:
He ne4a/\bcR u gocTou'Ho
BcTpeTb c/\oBe4ko "HeT" ,
KopoTko , kak HuTb Ha wee ,
OcTpoe , kak Ho>k ,
X/\agHoe , kak 3uMHuu' Be4ep ,
6bi0w,ee , kak gpo>kb ,
4acTo nog/\oe c/\oBe4Ko
roBopuT cygb6a ...
U nokopHo , kak oBe4ka ,
R cTpury ce6R ...
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6bI/\o >ke/\aHue , 6bI/\o cTpeM/\eHue ,
6bI/\o... ocTa/\acb ogHa nycToTa.
BMecTo cuRHuR , BMecTo ropeHuR
Te"n/\aR , gywHaR Ho4b - TeMHoTa ...
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>KuBu u Hac/\a>kgau'cR MuHyTkoi0 kopoTkou' ,
DapoBaHHoi0 6oroM u i0Hoi0 kpacoTkou'.
OHa Hece"T c co6oi0 coMHeHbR , rope , pagocTb
U MbI 3oBe"M cygb6oi0 co6bITuu' 3/\yi0 x/\agocTb ,
U npocuM MbI ocTaTbcR npuRTHbIe MrHoBeHbR ,
KoTopbIe Tak kpaTku , kak BeTpa gyHoBeHbe ,
KoTopbIe MbI /\oBuM Bo TbMe 6e3yMHou' Ho4u ,
B 6/\a>keHcTBe ocywaR n/\eHuTe/\bHbIe o4u...
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HeT cBeT/\oro Bo MHe Ha4a/\a ,
OgHu 6o/\R4ku - rHu/\b u n/\ecb...
3a4eM cygb6a MeHR 3a4a/\a?
Kakoro 4e"pTa! HoeT 3gecb ...
3a4eM MHe gaH 6/\aroroBeu'HbIu' ,
6e3MepHbIu' yM - no3HaHbR pa6?
He npow,e /\b po3oBbIM nopTBeu'HoM
r/\ywuTb Tocky cpegb nbRHbIx 6a6?
3a4eM Bce" RcHo oT po>kgeHbR:
BoT ~eTo Mo>kHo , To - He/\b3R ,
3a4eM yxogRT B Ho4b MrHoBeHbR
U BMecTe c HuMu cTapi0cb R?
3a4eM cTpeMuTbcR , npekoc/\oBuTb ,
CTpagaTb , y4uTbcR , ecTb u cnaTb ,
4To6bI eguHbIM , kpaTkuM c/\oBoM
Bce" coBepweHHoe oTgaTb?
OT A go R - Hu wary 6o/\bwe ,
OT cBeTa 6e/\oro go TbMbI ,
OT kpuka nepBoro , pe6e"Hka ,
Do xpuna yMepweu' gywu ...
HeT cBeT/\oro Bo MHe Ha4a/\a ,
OgHu 6o/\R4ku , rHu/\b u n/\ecb ...
3a4eM cygb6a MeHR 3a4a/\a?
Kakoro 4e"pTa! HoeT 3gecb ...
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TbI Buguwb? B cepgu,e paHa
U kpoBb kunuT Bokpyr ,
B gywe , >kuByw,eu' pbRHo ,
6ywyeT 3/\ou' Hegyr.
npo6uTyi0 HaBbI/\eT ,
UcTep3aHHyi0 gHe"M ,
Tocka /\i06Bu 6ypaBuT
B Ho4u cBouM orHe"M ,
OT >kapa HeT cnaceHbR ,
HeT pagocTu /\i06Bu ,
OTBeTHoro ToM/\eHbR...
Je t'aime , Je t'aime , ma vie ...
A 6e3 Ten/\a u /\acku
Cygb6a oT ropR nbRHa ,
U nyTaeT Bce kpacku...
TbI Buguwb? B cepgu,e paHa ...
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CBeTuT ga/\e"kuu' , cepe6pRHHbIu' MecRu, ,
3Be"3gHbIe uckopku po>kkaMu MecuT ,
B gpe"Me Be4epHeu' wen4yTcR uBbI ,
B /\yHHou' gopo>kke ToHyT , urpuBbI.
Mu/\aR BbIr/\RHu B cag B ~eToT Be4ep ,
>kagHo >ke/\ai0 R pagocTHou' BcTpe4u ,
Dau' MHe /\agoHu 3HakoM y4acTbR ,
Dau' MHe 6/\a>keHcTBo , 6/\u3ocTu c4acTbe ...
C/\bIwuwb kak 6be"TcR cepgu,e B Bo/\HeHbu ,
6ypHbIe cTpacTu B He>kHoM ToM/\eHbu.
DpeM/\eT 6e3yMHoro >kapa cTuxuR ...
CaHTa /\i04uR , caHTa /\i04uR ...
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npekpacHa >ku3Hb , Ho Tak kopoTka ,
Kak Mur /\i06Bu , Bo/\we6HbIu', kpoTkuu'
U c/\oBHo co/\Hu,a /\y4 cBeT/\a.
Ee" 3akoHbI xuTpoyMHbI ,
Ee" peweHuR pa3yMHbI
U Be4Ho Mo/\oga oHa.
U MbI HageeMcR , ogHa>kgbI ,
noHRTb npu4uHy Be4Hou' >ka>kgbI ,
DBu>keHbe ropgoe cygb6bI ,
Ho ~eTo BbIBog u/\/\i03opHbIu' ,
noBepxHocTHbIu' u ga>ke B3gopHbIu'.
C/\y4au'HocTb - BoT kyMup 6opb6bI.
U nycTb ropRT , 6ywyi0T cTpacTu ,
YBbI , yBbI , He B Haweu' B/\acTu
MeHRTb Te4eHuR pa3roH ...
Tenepb noc/\ywau'Te HeMHoro ,
Kyga 3aBoguT Hac gopora ,
Ko/\b pa3yM cepgu,eM oc/\en/\e"H ...
OHu gaBHo gpyr gpyra 3Ha/\u.
Tek/\u ux pagocTu , ne4a/\u
no pa3HbIM pyc/\aM 6e3 3a6oT ,
noka ux c/\y4au' , 3/\ou' 3agupa ,
He no3HakoMu/\ B 6yu'cTBe nupa
U cepgu,e He npoH3u/\ ~EpoT.
OHa eMy ka3a/\acb 4ygoM ,
Bo/\we6HbIx , guBHbIx 4ap cocygoM ,
6/\a>keHHbIM paeM Ha 3eM/\e.
OH eu' - cnoco6HbIM , Heo6bI4HbIM ,
C cy>kgeHbeM B 4e"M-To HenpuBbI4HoM ,
HecBou'cTBeHHoM uHou' cygb6e ...
OHu paccTa/\ucb Tak BHe3anHo ,
Kak noBcTpe4a/\ucb u npuRTHo
UM 6bI/\o BcnoMHuTb Ten/\oTy...
XoTb kopoTok 6bI/\ Mur 6/\a>keHHbIu'
U Mup , yBbI , HecoBepweHHbIu'
BHoBb norpy3u/\cR B TeMHoTy.
npoM4a/\ucb gHu , co6bITuu' no/\HbI ,
U ge/\ , cyeT kpyTbIe Bo/\HbI
Cnokou'Ho 6u/\ucb B 6per BpeMe"H ,
Ho MbIc/\u B 4e"M-To u3MeHu/\ucb
U3 Hux B co3HaHbu 3apogu/\acb
Hage>kga , c/\agkaR kak coH.
OH oTowe"/\ oT Ba>kHbIx ge/\ ,
3agyM4uB cTa/\ u norpycTHe/\ ,
XoTR u 6bI/\ Bno/\He 3gopoB.
CTa/\ Ma/\o ecTb u MHoro cnaTb ,
U 6e3 pa6oTbI cTa/\ cropaTb ,
Ha yguB/\eHbe gokTopoB.
Hecka3aHHaR 6o/\b gywu
Ero ToMu/\a. U B Tuwu
Ucnene/\R/\a , u Tep3a/\a ...
Ho eu' nucaTb ? YBbI , He Mor.
OHa Begb 4ygo , aHre/\ , 6or
U , kak 3Be3ga Bo Bce"M 6/\ucTa/\a...
A oH? Hu4To>kecTBo npeg Heu'...
6opb6a Be/\acb HeMa/\o gHeu',
Ho cgaBwucb oH nucbMo eu' nuweT ,
4To 6e3 Hee" He Mo>keT >kuTb ,
roToB Bcerga ee" /\i06uTb
U To/\bko eu' ogHoi0 gbIwuT ...
A 4To oHa? Bga/\u oT goMa ,
Bga/\u oT 6/\u3kux u 3HakoMbIx ,
Eu' He xBaTa/\o /\uwb Ten/\a.
Tak nepBbIu' pa3 B cBoeu' cygb6e
nTeHeu, Me4TaeT o rHe3ge ,
rge >ku3Hb cnokou'Ha u cBeT/\a.
U B ~eToT Mur nucbMo npuxoguT ,
B He"M cTpacTb ero oHa HaxoguT.
O , kak npuRTHo /\bcTRT c/\oBa ,
B koTopbIx ckopo oH y>k nuweT ,
4To To/\bko eu' ogHoi0 gbIwuT ,
Ho... He kpy>kuTcR ro/\oBa.
Kak Topn/\uB oH 6bI/\ B cy>kgeHbu!
Kak cpa3y u3MeHu/\ocb MHeHbe
Ee" o He"M - BoT Tak kyMup!
Hy , 4To>k. OTBeT - npuMep o6MaHa ,
XuTpeu' fpaHu,y3ckoro poMaHa ,
OHa oTnpaBu/\a , pour rire!
Bce" koH4eHo. r/\yneu, nona/\cR.
BMur c pa3yMoM cBouM paccTa/\cR.
Y>k oH He gyMa/\ , He pewa/\ ,
XoTR Ha BpeMR 4yBcTB nopbIB ,
Heygep>kuMbIu' c/\oBHo B3pbIB ,
Ycu/\beM Bo/\u 3agep>ka/\.
n/\oTuHou' MbIc/\eu' , ge/\ , co6bITuu' ,
Dpyrux Bo/\HeHuu' u TpeBor ,
Ho npo6u/\ 4ac , pacTaR/\ cMor ,
U HaTRHy/\ucb HepBbI- HuTu ...
Ero kyMup 3a coTHu Be"pcT ,
U 3gecb , u TaM - B cuRHbu 3Be"3g ,
U Me>kgy HuMu BeTep 6poguT...
/\i06oBb cu/\bHa , cygb6a c/\ena ,
4To ge/\aTb? ropbkaR Tocka
Ero c yMa TuxoHbko cBoguT ...
3agupa c/\y4au' cHoBa Bc/\acTb
UM noka3a/\ Hag MupoM B/\acTb
U npenogHe"c eMy Harpagy ,
OTnpaBuB >ka>kgyw,ero k Tou' ,
Koro oH 3Ba/\ cBoeu' cygb6ou' ,
CBoeu' Me4Toi0 u oTpagou'.
BoT BHoBb oH BuguT /\uk npekpacHbIu' ,
B3r/\Rg r/\a3 /\ykaBbIx MRrkuu' , RcHbIu' ,
Bo/\oc 3/\aTbIx kpyTyi0 npRgb ,
U c/\bIwuT ro/\ocok HeBuHHbIu' ,
U BuguT >kecT pyku kapTuHHbIu' ,
U cepgu,e yMep/\o onRTb...
Ho oH He 3pe/\ , c/\enou' oT 4yBcTB ,
4To y>k oHa Bow/\a Bo Bkyc
U c HuM urpaTbcR Ha4a/\a.
>keMaHcTBo , no3bI u y/\oBku -
Bce" no/\y4a/\ocb y n/\yToBku ,
Begb c Heu' yBepeHHocTb 6bI/\a !
O , kak npuRTHo c/\bIwaTb cToH ,
Toro , kTo cTpacTHo B Bac B/\i06/\e"H ,
4y>kue 4yBcTBa nor/\ow,aTb.
Kakoe ~eTo Hac/\a>kgeHbe -
nogapku , nucbMa , npur/\aweHbR ,
4yTb-4yTb npoTuBRcb npuHuMaTb...
Me/\bkHy/\o BpeMR - 6ou' 4acoB -
U cHoBa Be4ep no/\oH c/\oB ,
O Heu36e>kHoM paccTaBaHbu.
Da , >ku3Hb pa3/\yk HeMa/\o 3HaeT.
OH o4eHb ckopo ye3>kaeT ,
O HoBoM gyMaR cBugaHbu.
BoT oH oguH. Bce" onocTbI/\o.
>Ke/\aHbe /\uwb ogHo ToMu/\o -
YBugeTb Mu/\oe co3gaHbe.
CoMHeHbR kaTRTcR pekou' ,
3akpbIB TyMaHHou' ne/\eHou'
Bce" coBepweHcTBo Mupo3gaHbR...
To eMy ka>keTcR oHa
B Hero 6e3yMHo B/\i06/\eHa
U c4acTbe 6/\u3ko , pRgoM ,
To eMy MHuTcR xo/\ogok
U paBHogywuR noTok
nog MuMo/\e"THbIM B3r/\RgoM .
Y>k e/\e oH go>kga/\cR gHR ,
Korga He/\enaR cygb6a
OnRTb ero noc/\a/\a k Heu' ,
U oH , pewuBwucb o6'bRcHuTbcR ,
C go>kge"M coMHeHuu' pacnpocTuTbcR ,
Ha BpeMR cTa/\ ce6R cu/\bHeu'.
BoT y>k oHu ugyT BgBoe"M.
OHa w,e6e4eT co/\oBbe"M ,
6e3 ycTa/\u. A oH Mo/\4uT ,
OH MHe"TcR , Meg/\uT , u3HbIBaeT ,
Ee" He c/\ywaeT , B3gbIxaeT
U HakoHeu, no4Tu kpu4uT:
"TbI /\i06uwb?
- HeT...
Hy , 4To>k , npow,au'...
Do6poM /\u , 3/\oM He noMuHau'.
Te6R 3a6bITb R nocTapai0cb ,
XoTb ~eTo BpRg-/\u...
A noka ,
rge TBoR He>kHaR pyka ,
B noc/\egHuu' pa3 ee" kacai0cb ..."
OHa paccTpoeHHaR c Bugy ,
U3o6pa>kaR 4yBcT o6ugy ,
BocnpuHuMaeT cToH urpou' ,
Cnokou'Ho pyky nogae"T ,
/\ykaBo r/\a3kaMu Bege"T ,
4yTb-4yTb ck/\oHRRcb ro/\oBou'.
"npow,au'..." U oH yxoguT 6bIcTpo ,
Kak y/\eTai0T To/\bko MbIc/\u ,
B cMRTeHbu 4yBcTB , B TocKe HeMou'...
OHa nogyMa/\a: "4ygak! ,
He nocTynai0T c gaMou' Tak... "
U Meg/\eHHo now/\a goMou'.
Bgpyr TopMo3oB B3Bu/\acb cupeHa ,
U no acfa/\bTy M4uTcR neHa ,
KpoBaBbIu' cTe/\eTcR py4eu'...
OHa oT cTpaxa BcTpeneHy/\acb ,
3acyeTu/\acb , o6epHy/\acb
U BoT - oH Me"pTBbIu' nepeg Heu'...
npekpacHa >ku3Hb , Ho Tak kopoTka ,
Kak Mur /\i06Bu , Bo/\we6HbIu' , kpoTkuu'
U c/\oBHo co/\Hu,a /\y4 cBeT/\a ,
Ee" 3akoHbI xuTpoyMHbI ,
Ee" peweHuR pa3yMHbI ,
U Be4Ho Mo/\oga oHa.
Ka3a/\ocb B ka>kgoM npuk/\i04eHbu
MbI Bo/\bHbI BbI6upaTb peweHbR ,
Xo3ReBa cBoeu' cygb6bI.
Ho ~eTo BHewHe , ~eTo /\upa.
C/\y4au'HocTb - BoT pa3BuTbe Mupa ,
BoT ocHoBaHue 6opb6bI.
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Ho o c4acTbe He Hago , goBo/\bHo.
~ETo o6/\acTb faHTa3uu' u rpe"3.
To/\bko rge-To My4uTe/\bHo 6o/\bHo
"Ko/\oko/\b4uk xoxo4eT go c/\e"3 "...
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>ku3Hb ~eTo To/\bko pa3/\yku u BcTpe4u ,
Kpenkue pyku u He>kHbIe n/\e4u ,
Do6poe c/\oBo 6/\u3koro gpyra ,
/\acka /\i06uMou' , BepHocTb cynpyra ,
~ETo npow,eHuR c/\e"3bI u B3goxu ,
6e3gHbI Hec4acTuu' u pagocTu kpoxu ,
~ETo yTpaTa B3auMHocTu B ccope ,
~ETo po>kgeHue ucTuHbI B cnope.
>ku3Hb ~eTo Be4Ho 6opb6a u Hage>kga ,
TBe"pgocTb pyku u cepge4HaR He>kHocTb ,
/\u4Hoe TecHo cn/\eTaeTcR c o6w,uM ,
6/\u3koe c ga/\bHuM , TyMaHHoe c To4HbIM ...
~ETo npupogoi0 gaHHoe BpeMR ,
4To6 pacu,Be/\o 4e/\oBe4ecTBa n/\eMR ,
~ETo npocTpaHcTBa xo/\ogHbIe Buxpu ,
Co/\Hu,a cuRHbe u Be4HbIe MbIc/\u ...
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R xoTe/\ no3HaTb korga-To
6bIcTpoTe4HocTb 6bITuR ,
YxogRw,ee MrHoBeHbe ,
Cno/\ox 3Be"3gHoro orHR ,
Ho y3Ha/\ ogHy /\uwb Tw,eTHocTb ,
KpaTocTb >ku3Hu u Me4TbI ,
Ho yBuge/\ To/\bko 6egHocTb
4e/\oBe4beu' cyeTbI ...
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no EceHuHy
DoporaR , cRgeM pRgoM ,
B pyku cepgu,e no/\o>ka ,
nocMoTpu HeBuHHbIM B3r/\RgoM -
KypuT Be4HocTbi0 Me>ka
U Hag Mpa4HeHbkuM 6o/\oTu,eM ,
PaccbInaeTcR Bo Mr/\e ,
XoxoTaHbe /\Rrywa4be
no yTpa4eHHou' Me4Te...
DoporaR , cRgeM pRgoM ,
O6HRBwucb , cnoe"M BgBoe"M.
Okpy>ke"HHbIu' TuxuM cagoM ,
Cepe6puTbcR Bogoe"M ,
U Hag /\yHHoi0 gopo>kkou'
Bbi0TcR MupuagbI cTau' ,
6e3no/\e3HbIx , r/\ynbIx Mowek...
TbI MeHR He 3a6bIBau'...
DoporaR , noMHuwb yTpo -
RcHbIu' , Te"n/\bIu' co/\Hu,a /\y4 ,
C/\oBHo 3o/\oTbIe kygpu ,
npo6uBa/\cR u3-3a Ty4...
Ho BceMy npuxoguT Be4ep -
4yBcTBa Be4HbI /\uwb Bo cHe...
U pbIgai0T B He6e 3Be"3gbI
no yTpa4eHHou' Me4Te...
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no EBTyweHko
Mu/\bIu' Mou' gpyr , MbI Tak Ma/\o 3HakoMbI ,
Buge/\ucb To/\bko c/\y4au'Ho u gHe"M ,
Ec/\u Ty Ho4b Ha Bok3a/\e , B BaroHe ,
He coc4uTaTb ... A Mor/\u 6bITb BgBoe"M.
Mu/\bIu' Mou' gpyr , MbI paccTa/\ucb c To6oi0.
Cko/\bko yga4 MbI cygb6e oTgae"M !
no3gHo y>k cnpawuBaTb kTo B ToM BuHoBeH -
B pa3HbIx kpaRx ... A Mor/\u 6bITb BgBoe"M.
Mu/\bIu' Mou' gpyr , R eguHbIM gbIxaHbeM
BbInu/\ 6bI c4acTbR /\i06ou' Bogoe"M ,
>kagHo /\i06R He3eMHoe co3gaHbe...
C/\agkuu' Mupa>k... A Mor/\u 6bITb BgBoe"M.
Mu/\bIu' Mou' gpyr , oT4ero TbI ynpRMa ?
Cepgu,e Moe" nbIwuT cTpacTu orHe"M.
BbIcokoMepHa u BcTpe4aM He paga ,
U xo/\ogHa... A Mor/\u 6bITb BgBoe"M.
Mu/\bIu' Mou' gpyr , MbI Mo/\4a/\u no/\ >ku3Hu ,
Kpenko cBou' Mup oT gpyrux cTepe>ke"M !
BpeMR yxoguT , ckygei0TcR MbIc/\u ,
Te/\o cgae"T ... A Mor/\u 6bITb BgBoe"M.
Mu/\bIu' Mou' gpyr , TbI He Bepb ~eTuM cTpo4kaM -
4To pagu pufMbI MbI Bc/\yx He noe"M !
6ygy oguH no cepe6pRHHbIM Ho4kaM
Tuxo rpycTuTb... A Mor/\u 6bI BgBoe"M.
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no 6epHcy
PaccTa/\ucb MbI c To6ou' , cecTpa ,
CoBceM He Ha MrHoBeHbe ,
OcTa/\ocb HaM c To6ou' , cecTpa
/\uwb BeTpa gyHoBeHbe ,
/\uwb naMRTb o6pa3bI xpaHuT ,
He BbIkuHewb ux 6bIcTpo ,
Da cepgu,e 4yTo4ky 3BeHuT ,
Wa/\bHbIe 6pogRT MbIc/\u ...
Ho , 4To He cTapuTcR , cecTpa ,
nog 6ypHbIM wkBa/\oM /\eT?
CoTpyT >kecTokue roga
B gywe Moeu' TBou' c/\eg ,
UccoxHeT c/\agocTHbIu' py4eu' ,
Pe4b noTepReT 3BoH ,
DpyraR cka>keT: "6paTeu, , cnou'! "
U R cnoi0 o ToM ,
Kak R Te6R , MoR cecTpa ,
6e3pagocTHo /\i06u/\
U 4yTb npekpacHbIe roga
HanpacHo He cry6u/\ ...
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npocTu cygb6a - R 6bI/\ k Te6e He npaB.
TbI Mo/\og4uHa , TbI gywa , TbI npe/\ecTb ,
TbI npoRBu/\a 6/\aropogHbIu' HpaB -
6e3pagocTHou' /\i06Bu oTkpbIB MHe gBepu...
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CoBceM Hec/\o>kHo paccy>kgaTb:
"OcTaBb , He TpaTb cBou cTapaHbR..."
Ho He cMory Te6R R >kgaTb ,
TepnR /\i06oBHbIe cTpagaHbR ...
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C/\ena /\i06oBHaR Tocka
u Myku 6ecno/\e3HbI ,
Me>k HaMu Be"pcTbI u roga
3uRi0T Te"MHou' 6e3gHou' ,
Ho r/\y6>ke Bcex gpyrux npu4uH
Hac To pa3'beguHReT ,
4To Mup MbI BuguM He TakuM ,
kak ka>kgbIu' npegcTaB/\ReT.
C/\ena /\i06oBHaR Tocka
u Myku 6ecno/\e3HbI ,
Ho Bce" paBHo r/\R>ky B r/\a3a ,
B cuRTe/\bHyi0 6e3gHy ,
U 6eckoHe4HbIu' , 3Be"3gHbIu' Mup ,
6/\egHeeT npeg To6oi0 ,
U R Te6R , O Mou' kyMup ,
3oBy cBoeu' cygb6oi0.
C/\ena /\i06oBHaR Tocka ,
c/\ena u Tak >kecToka ,
Ho nycTb kaTuTcR Bga/\b c/\e3a -
cHecy Bce" 6e3 ynpeka ,
U paBHogywue cygb6bI ,
u xo/\og kpaTkou' BcTpe4u ...
DaBHbIM-gaBHo npuBbIk/\a TbI
Takue c/\bIwaTb pe4u ...
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MrHoBeHbR BbI Me"pTBbI , Ho BbI >kuBbI ,
U B naMRTu c Ha4a/\a go koHu,a...
BbI ropecTHbI , BbI kopoTku , BbI /\>kuBbI ,
Ho R npowy Bac cHoBa y TBopu,a ,
Ho R xo4y Bac BugeTb , c/\bIwaTb , TporaTb ,
O6'bRTb , u HaBcerga yHecTb c co6ou'
Ty pagocTb , To oT4aRHbe , Ty po6ocTb ,
To c4acTbe , Ty Hage>kgy u Ty 6o/\b ,
KoTopyi0 cygb6a Bgpyr nogapu/\a ...
XoTb oT4ero >ke Bgpyr? R 3ac/\y>ku/\.
XoTb TbI MeHR Hu kan/\u He /\i06u/\a ,
U To/\bko R /\i06oBbi0 ~eTou' >ku/\...
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Xo4ewb >kuTb - yMeu' BepTeTbcR ,
6bi0T - 6eru , gai0T - 6epu ,
De/\au' Bce" no 3oBy cepgu,a ,
no Be/\eHui0 /\i06Bu ...
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Tak 6bIBaeT HaBepHoe c ka>kgbIM ,
KTo Bo uMR 4ero-To >kuBe"T ,
HacTynaeT npow,aHue c npow/\bIM ,
HacTynaeT kpyTou' noBopoT.
He Ha no/\HoM xogy , He c pacroHa ,
A newkoM u/\b no/\3koM , npoxogR ,
MbI npow,aeMcR c TeM oTga/\e"HHbIM ,
4To BepHyTb kak Hu xo4ewb , He/\b3R.
OTcTynaeM nog HaTuckoM poka ,
Hu Me4Tou' , Hu xuMepou' >kuBR ,
U 6bIBaeT cTapeeM go cpoka ,
OWyw,aR nec4uHkou' ce6R ,
B 6eckoHe4HoM , 3arago4HoM Mupe ,
rge uHbIe MacwTa6bI npo6/\eM ...
Tak 6bIBaeT HaBepHoe c ka>kgbIM
KTo He r/\yx , kTo He c/\en , kTo He HeM ...
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4eM pea/\bHocTb oT/\u4Ha oT rpe"3bI ?
TeM , 4To co/\oHbI ucTuHbI c/\e"3bI.
4eM pea/\bHocTb noxo>ka Ha coH ?
Tak>ke kopoTko c4acTbe kak oH.
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Mupo3gaHbR 6eckoHe4HocTb , Be4HocTb >ku3Hu Mo/\ogou' ,
R oTgaM 3a 4ac 6/\a>keHcTBa , 3a ogHy /\uwb Ho4b c To6ou' ,
3a o6'bRTuu' cTpacTb u /\acky , 3a goBepue u gpo>kb ,
3a pea/\bHocTb , u 3a cka3ky , 3a c4acT/\uBbIu' 3Be"3gHbIu' go>kgb ...
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R 3Hai0 , Be4HocTb npaxa He ocTaBuT ,
Hu oT MeHR , Hu oT Moeu' /\i06Bu.
Eu' Bce" paBHo. /\i0geu' oHa He c/\aBuT.
Eu' Ba>kHo /\uwb , 4To coBepwaeM MbI.
Ho nycTb TekyT >kecTokue MrHoBeHbR ,
Hage>kgbI yHocR B He6bITue" ,
R Bce" nepeHecy 6e3 co>ka/\eHbR ,
6ygb TbI co MHou' , u R roToB Ha Bce".
nageHbR , B3/\e"TbI , rope4b Heyga4u ,
MHe 6ygeT Huno4e"M /\i06aR 6o/\b ,
/\uwb TbI cka>ku , 4To MHe He/\b3R uHa4e
U R nou'gy Ha cyg , Ha cMepTHbIu' 6ou'.
MHe Bce" paBHo , 4To cka>kyT 3/\bIe To/\ku ,
4To 6ygyT MHe TBepguTb Co Bcex cTopoH ,
OgHy Te6R noc/\ywai0 u To/\bko ,
OgHou' To6ou' Ha Be4HocTb nokope"H...
U nogapi0 Te6e cBou cBepweHbR ,
OTgaM Bci0 >ku3Hb - n/\oxa u/\b xopowa -
3a Te MuHyTbI c4acTbR , BgoxHoBeHbR ,
KoTopbIx >ka>kgeT ropgaR gywa ...
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R gpyryi0 no/\i06uTb 6bI He cMor.
TbI To 4ygo , g/\R koToporo >ku/\.
TbI uc4e3Hewb , u CTpagaHuR cMor ,
Pacn/\ecHe"TcR cpegb TBepgei0w,ux >ku/\.
TbI Mou' Bo3gyx u Moe" cyw,ecTBo ,
Dyx u o6pa3 , goporue 4epTbI.
Mo>kewb npocTo TbI /\i06oe cyw,ecTBo ,
DoBecTu go noc/\egHeu' 4epTbI ...
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CnewuT 3eM/\R 3akoH4uTb kpyr ,
Kak wapuk B ka3uHo ,
Bepwa cBou' Heye"MHbIu' Tpyg ,
Me/\bkaeT 3Be"3gHbIu' Mup Bokpyr ,
Ho 4To HaM go Hero?
C To6oi0 BMecTe Be4HocTb - Mur ,
A Mur g/\uHHeu' 4eM Bek.
6/\a>keH , kTo c4acTbe B ToM gocTur ,
6/\a>keH , kTo ucTuHy nocTur ,
Bkycu/\ MegBRHbIx Her.
Ho , 4To Bce/\eHHou' 4yBcTB noTok ,
Moeu' /\i06Bu oroHb?
Hu4To>kHbIu' kpowe4HbIu' r/\oTok ,
Cpegb okeaHa 3Be"3gHbIx ok ,
nec4uHka u /\agoHb ...
MbI c/\oBHo Mowku nepeg Heu' ,
To4Hee MypaBbu ,
4yTb-4yTb cu/\bHeu', 4yTb-4yTb yMHeu' ,
Ho npo/\eTuT HeMHoro gHeu'
U MbIc/\b Hau'ge"T nyTu ,
CkBo3b 6e3gHy Mpaka u orHR ,
CkBo3b xo/\og u npocTop ,
Hac noBege"T Bnepe"g oHa
U MbI no3HaeM Bce" go gHa ,
PewuM u3Be4HbIu' cnop...
CnewuT 3eM/\R 3akoH4uTb kpyr ,
Kak wapuk B ka3uHo ,
Bepwa cBou' Heye"MHbIu' Tpyg ,
Me/\bkaeT 3Be"3gHbIu' Mup Bokpyr ,
Ho , 4To HaM go Hero?
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TbI c y/\bI6kou' uge"wb
no BeceHHeu' TpaBe ,
OgyBaH4uKoB go>kgb ,
4To-To wen4eT Te6e ,
BeTep Tpen/\eT wyTR ,
kygpu pycbIx Bo/\oc ,
UkpbI w,un/\eT poca ,
co/\bi0 ropecTHbIx c/\e"3,
K HuM peBHyi0 Te6R , TbI MoR , /\uwb MoR ,
MbI c To6oi0 BgBoe"M , cpegb BeceHHero gHR ...
R peBHyi0 k go>kgi0 ,
4To 6/\ecTuT Ha w,eke ,
U k 3/\aToMy /\y4y
Ha TBoeu' ro/\oBe ,
R peBHyi0 k 3eM/\e ,
no koTopou' uge"wb ,
U k 3e/\e"Hou' /\ucTBe ,
4To Tak He>kHo Hece"wb.
He cMoTpu TbI Ha Hux , nocMoTpu Ha MeHR ,
MbI c To6oi0 BgBoe"M cpegb BeceHHero gHR ...
He cMoTpu TbI Bokpyr ,
nocMoTpu Ha MeHR ,
To/\bko TbI Becb Mou' Mup,
To/\bko TbI , TbI ogHa ,
Ho TBou' B3r/\Rg He nou'MaTb ,
HeT u cu/\ kak Bo cHe...
TbI c y/\bI6kou' uge"wb
no BeceHHeu' TpaBe ...
TbI uge"wb 6ocukoM
no 6eckpau'Heu' 3eM/\e ,
U u,BeTok 3a u,BeTkoM
uc4e3ai0T B pyke ,
O6HuMaewb , /\i06R ,
He>kHbIu' wopox /\ucTBbI ,
TbI cuRHbeM no/\Ha ,
c/\oBHo pagocTb BecHbI...
TbI HaraR uge"wb no BeceHHeu' TpaBe ,
O , /\ackai0w,uu' go>kgb! R peBHyi0 k Te6e ...
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6eweHcTBo u 3/\o6a kunRT B Moeu' gywe.
Xo4eTcR MHe 4To6bI 6bI/\o Bce" y>ke ,
Bce" cyw,ecTBoBa/\o He B /\uxux Me4Tax ,
He Bo cHax u gyMax , a B >kuBbIx ge/\ax.
rogbI Begb yxogRT - ux He BopoTuwb ,
U Bce" 6/\u>ke Be4HocTb , TeMHoTa u Tuwb.
noToMy cerogHR , noka 6pbI3>keT cBeT ,
Xo4eTcR yBugeTb pagocTu pacu,BeT.
Xo4eTcR oT c4acTbR fake/\oM ropeTb ,
He oT ropbkou' go/\u - oT /\i06Bu cTapeTb.
Xo4eTcR gocTurHyTb npu3pa4HbIx BepwuH ,
4To6bI BugeTb 3Be"3gbI.
Be4Ho Mo/\ogbIM ,
PagocTbi0 cuRR , okpbI/\e"HHbIM 6bITb ,
U Te6R , pogHaR , uckpeHHe /\i06uTb ,
no3HaBaTb Bce/\eHHou' 6e3gHy 4epHoTbI ,
Ho , yBbI , Bce" ~eTo r/\ynbIe Me4TbI ...
Ho , yBbI , 6eccu/\bHbI MbI nepeg Cygb6ou' ,
6ecno/\e3Ho ga>ke BbIxoguTb Ha 6ou'.
To/\bko cepgu,e 6be"TcR , oT Tocku ropR ,
Da B ga/\u cMee"TcR Be4HocTbi0 3apR ...
6eweHcTBo u 3/\o6a kunRT B Moeu' gywe ,
Kak xoTe/\ocb , 4To6bI 6bI/\o Bce" y>ke ,
Bce" cyw,ecTBoBa/\o He B /\uxux Me4Tax ,
He Bo cHax u gyMax , a B >kuBbIx ge/\ax...
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4To 3a Hago6HocTb B oTBeTe ,
B ~eTux 3Bykax: "ga" u/\b "HeT" ,
U 6e3 Hux Bce" B Hy>kHoM cBeTe
BuguT cepgu,e MHoro /\eT.
U Tenepb nokopHo npocuT:
goporaR , oTnycTu ,
B ~eTou' >ku3Hu 6bIcTpoTe4Hou'
HaM c To6ou' He no nyTu ...
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20 /\eT
noMHi0 R cBeT/\bIu' geHb
(naMRTb 4TuT ero TeHb) ,
6bI/\o MHe geBRTHagu,aTb korga - To ,
6bI/\u wyTku pekou'
U Bece/\be To/\nou' ,
6e36opogbIMu 6bI/\u pe6RTa.
6bI/\ oTkpbIT ropu3oHT -
CTo nyTeu' , cTo gopor ,
U /\erko noggaBa/\ucb nperpagbI ,
U TponuHke /\ecHou' ,
U go>kguHke /\i06ou'
6bI/\u MbI 6/\arogapHbI u pagbI...
Bcero /\uwb paHHRR BecHa , nbRHRw,ee MrHoBeHbe.
CuRHbeM npe/\ecTu no/\Ha MuHyTka BgoxHoBeHbR.
To/\bko rogbI npow/\u ,
HaBcerga yHec/\u
~eTo Mu/\oe , 4ygHoe BpeMR.
U 6ecne4HocTb Me4TbI ,
U Hage>kgbI BecHbI
B Hac cMeHu/\u 3a6oTbI u 6peMR.
CTa/\u MbI noB3poc/\eu'
U Bo MHoroM yMHeu' ,
U cu/\bHee oT 3HaHuR Mupa ,
Ho yBR/\o B Hac To ,
4To Hego/\ro u,Be/\o ,
3aMo/\4a/\a Bo/\we6HaR /\upa...
Bcero /\uwb paHHRR BecHa , nbRHRw,ee MrHoBeHbe.
CuRHbeM npe/\ecTu no/\Ha MuHyTka BgoxHoBeHbR.
4To Te6e no>ke/\aTb ?
6ygeT ~eTo onRTb.
Y npupogbI c/\enbIe 3akoHbI.
U He B cu/\ax /\i0gckux
u3MeHuTb 4To-To B Hux.
Heu3MeHHbI oHu , Henpek/\oHHbI.
Ho npowy R Te6R -
He pacTpaTb >kap orHR ,
He 3a6ygb cBoe" ropgoe uMR ,
nocTapau'cR , npowy ,
He y6uTb Ty 3Be3gy ,
4To Te6R corpeBaeT He3puMo...
Bcero /\uwb paHHRR BecHa , nbRHRw,ee MrHoBeHbe.
CuRHbeM npe/\ecTu no/\Ha MuHyTka BgoxHoBeHbR.
TbI B Ha4a/\e nyTu ,
Ew,e" go/\ro ugTu.
nepBbIu' war /\uwb To6oi0 6bI/\ cge/\aH.
Y Te6R Bnepegu
3o/\oTbIe geHbku ,
XoTb co6bITuu' noTok Heu3BegaH.
Tak /\ukyu' , Bece/\ucb ,
Ko/\b gaHo c4acTbe - >ku3Hb ,
Ko/\u cBeTuT npekpacHoe Co/\Hu,e.
4awy >ku3Hu Bo3bMu
U 4yT-4yTb npury6u ,
Da/\eko rge-To npR4eTcR goHu,e...
Bcero /\uwb paHHRR BecHa , nbRHRw,ee MrHoBeHbe.
CuRHbeM npe/\ecTu no/\Ha MuHyTka BgoxHoBeHbR.
**npu nepene4aTke ccbI/\ka Ha MeHR O6R3ATE/\bHA!**
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